I am Khevaan Jyeshtha.
I was born on 2 March 1992 at 1:35 AM in New Delhi, India.
I have always found it difficult to fit myself into a single category.
I have never been interested in learning just one subject, following one profession, or accepting one way of looking at the world. Since childhood, I have had an almost uncontrollable curiosity to understand everything around me—how things work, why they work, where they came from, and whether there is more to reality than what we currently understand.
My journey has taken me across an unusually wide range of disciplines.
I have explored engineering, medicine, commerce, philosophy, sports, psychology, history, economics, journalism, management, occult sciences, metaphysics, physics, chemistry, mathematics, biology, zoology, botany, artificial intelligence, cybersecurity, coding, life coaching, and public speaking.
To me, these aren’t isolated subjects.
They are different pieces of a much larger puzzle.
Engineering teaches me how things are built.
Physics asks what reality is made of.
Biology explores life.
Psychology explores the mind.
History explores where humanity came from.
Economics explores how societies organize resources.
Philosophy questions what we should believe.
Religion and spirituality explore questions of meaning and existence.
Artificial intelligence challenges our understanding of intelligence itself.
And metaphysics asks questions that may lie beyond what conventional science can currently explain.
I want to understand how all these pieces connect.
Curiosity Is My Nature
This curiosity didn’t begin with adulthood.
I have been like this since childhood.
Whenever I encounter something I don’t understand, my instinct is not to simply accept it.
I want to investigate it.
I want to ask questions.
I want to look at it from different perspectives.
I want to understand the conventional explanation—but I also want to understand the alternative explanations.
And sometimes, I want to challenge both.
That curiosity has now expanded far beyond academic subjects.
I want to learn painting.
I want to understand music.
I want to sing.
I want to experiment with rap.
I want to learn cooking.
I want to explore acting.
I want to write.
I want to create.
I want to solve difficult and perhaps even unsolved problems in science and engineering.
I want to investigate questions surrounding religion, spirituality, consciousness, metaphysics, and human existence.
I am fascinated by mysteries, unconventional ideas, and conspiracy theories—not because I automatically believe them, but because I want to understand why people believe them, what evidence exists, what evidence is missing, and where truth ends and speculation begins.
For me, curiosity does not require immediate belief.
It requires investigation.
I Don’t Want to Know Just One Thing
The modern world often encourages specialization.
Become an expert in one field.
Choose one career.
Follow one path.
Build one identity.
But I have always struggled with that idea.
Why should curiosity have boundaries?
Why should I choose between science and philosophy?
Between technology and spirituality?
Between history and the future?
Between mathematics and art?
Between physical performance and intellectual exploration?
Perhaps these things are not opposites.
Perhaps they are different languages through which human beings attempt to understand reality.
That is why I want to explore them all.
I don’t necessarily want to become the world’s greatest expert in every field.
I want to become a person capable of connecting different fields of knowledge.
Because sometimes the answer to a problem in one discipline may be hiding inside another.
My Biggest Question
After years of exploring different subjects, my curiosity has gradually moved toward a much larger question:
What exactly is life?
Why are we here?
Where did life originate?
What is consciousness?
Why does the universe exist?
Do we have genuine free will?
Or are our choices the result of genetics, environment, biology, experiences, and circumstances?
Is destiny real?
If destiny exists, how much of our lives can we actually change?
And if we possess free will, how powerful is it?
Can human beings deliberately transform themselves?
Can we transcend the limitations imposed by our circumstances?
Where are the actual boundaries of human potential?
These questions have become more important to me than simply acquiring knowledge.
Because eventually, every subject seems to lead back to the same mystery:
Existence itself.
My Life Is Becoming an Experiment
I don’t want this website to be simply a collection of articles.
I want it to become a record of an ongoing intellectual and personal experiment.
I want to explore ideas—but I also want to test them.
I want to examine beliefs.
Challenge assumptions.
Study evidence.
Learn from different civilizations and traditions.
Explore science and philosophy.
Investigate mysteries.
Document my experiments.
Record my failures.
Record my discoveries.
And most importantly, remain willing to change my mind.
I don’t want to start with all the answers.
I want to start with questions.
Science, Philosophy, and the Unknown
I believe science is one of humanity’s greatest tools for understanding reality.
But I also believe that asking scientific questions requires intellectual humility.
There are things we know.
There are things we think we know.
There are things we don’t yet know.
And there are probably things we don’t even know that we don’t know.
That unknown territory is where my curiosity becomes strongest.
I want to explore the boundaries between what is established, what is possible, what is speculative, and what remains unknown.
I don’t want to blindly accept conventional wisdom.
But I also don’t want to blindly reject it.
Skepticism and curiosity must work together.
The Journey Ahead
I don’t know where this journey will ultimately take me.
Perhaps I will find answers.
Perhaps I will discover that some of my questions were based on incorrect assumptions.
Perhaps I will completely change my worldview.
Perhaps I will spend decades chasing questions that never receive definitive answers.
I am comfortable with that possibility.
Because I don’t believe the purpose of life is necessarily to have every answer.
Perhaps the purpose is to keep asking better questions.
So this website is my laboratory.
A place for my thoughts, experiments, research, discoveries, failures, theories, questions, stories, and observations.
It is a record of a human being trying to understand the strangest phenomenon he has ever encountered:
being alive.
My Mission
My mission is ultimately very simple:
To understand life.
Its origin.
Its meaning.
Its purpose.
Its consciousness.
Its possibilities.
Its limitations.
And perhaps most importantly—
Free Will vs. Destiny.
Are we writing our lives?
Are we following a script?
Or are we doing both?
I don’t know yet.
But I intend to spend my life investigating the question.
And I invite you to come along.
This is not the story of someone who has figured life out.
It is the story of someone determined to find out.